A few oldies
For new subscribers. These are all posts from the first edition (the websites) fleshed out and re-illustrated. Book of Blue Substack is the third edition.
Page From the Women’s Book of Secrets
At long last, I found the right guy to give my first blowjob. This was fairly late in my bisexual experimentation, but most of that had involved sex toys and masturbation rather than conventional m/m sex. A lot of guys had sucked my cock, especially when I was younger. I never had to ask, and I did enjoy it.
House of Taj | New Century
One of my adventures along the Deboarh Taj Anapol trail was a small-group sexuality workshop near Otter Point on the Oregon coast. This was in the spring of 2001, so far from home, so close to the future. I knew Taj from when I was her keynote speaker at the
Wet Paint
In the first hour she knew me, at the top of a waterfall in New Paltz, Lee pulled her jeans around her knees, pulled up her shirt and masturbated as I watched and photographed her face. What a lovely introduction to her. Her face reminds me of sex every time I see a picture of her.
You Can Fuck Me if You Want
Every time Beth, whose Book of Blue name is Lakshmi Girl, would come over, the plan was that we would masturbate together, but I would end up masturbating for her. Or rather, for myself, in front of her, which she liked and which made it better for me.
This is the Planet Waves article that begins the Third Edition.
Book of Blue | Bare Essence
I had tumbled back into some new gape of the ancient dream, deceived in believing I was deceived, desiring for th…







