gradually
allowing myself to be understood — seen my face my voice associated
with —
being this way…knowingly existing as whom…and each way within this way, all the subtle, salty details…my nakedness and admitting to loving the embarrassment, freedom to just be here…
…to have understood known forgiven my cunt thirst stoked into naked selfcum thirst by being denied, this is our agreement, and (please tell you b.f.)
we both know where this is going, toward what purpose of wholly open Atum. Aspiring to selfcomplete in the presence of women the universal container
and men to whom I expressed my other secret spot, you know, another naked me, when it comes to men, I do need to lick my mirror and all that, though in the logic of that moment, it just makes sense that they masturbate into my hand as I watch their face squirm and reveal like i love when women witness me. and with this full hand of fresh warm slipperyseed
i make love to me.
i am open to swallowing his semen when the moment is right i do…naked thirst for the water of other men…that’s a needed and gorgeous admission.
you know it’s funny, there is no yoni
in that moment…
and then there is
again. and i want to be with She whilst I surrender yoni my surrendering your yoni. mmmhmmmm you…your no sparked me deep delight, long silken strand of viola
as i cry to mother cry out to Cosmic She. and there was anni, my last, who wanted to masturbate her plump shaved horny lips on my face and pissed onin my mouth and
when she said fuck me now
she said take me go crazy be an animal i am open that night
i want to hear your music she loved to hear me moan she always watched with hot scannig eyes
and i cried out as
i let go yet
again to evermirror masturbation
i thirst for milk written invisble words on my face…yet you know you all know…where I have taken myself what I have gifted myself…
This ritual happened one year ago - Imbolc 2025. I know & love that you feel me.
so good
https://bookofblue.substack.com/p/vummo