jibun jishin
Hito wa jibun jishin o ukeireru
人は自分自身を受け入れるMan Receives Himself
“jibun jishin”my selfsexual practice is a cosmic instruction to give to the world. i am offering an example of loving oneself through the gorges surrender and also shame and regret and guilt into open conscious self nourishment.
To complete the course of my existence I needed, knew, to share myself with my mom…shorn of any regret…my offering that toward healing the mother-wound aspect every woman I shared with…
Man Receives Himself
I would like to see some pressure be taken off of women as sexual providers. A healing space…a perimeter…is needed. Go in. Come out if and as ready. I want men to enjoy when a woman claims her privilege and denies him.
I encourage men to engage all of their desire and all of their feelings about their orgasm and their fertile fluid…and accept ourselves on our own…fulfilling our need…and healing emotional dependency…and also any aggression.
jibun jishinEarly in bookofblue I so delighted ‘masturbation is the opposite of rape’. I was feeling deep empathy with the sexual attitudes of rape survivors and in love with men going through their depth…embracing their desire and humiliation with love…as a ritual sacrifice to ease the pain of past transgression…
In Egyptian myth, the longest-held creation story of the universe involves Atum masturbating to orgasm and consuming his semen. I think you may know what I mean when I say this is a potential key to deep healing for men. Many who thirst for themselves and cannot bring themselves to do it or to ask for help.
I feel so very good being known to my world my community of collaborators as mirror celibate selfcum eater. dry cum smiffer omfgoddess. I know I’m free in this understanding. My practice has taught me to be gentle with myself, which is easier when a She is holding my mirror…and then I go alone…imagine this mudras rippling out into the world and women who can grasp the idea coax or encourage their men to…convert their desire toward themselves and…show me what you do…I’ll love you right there.
Many men already thirst for themselves - secretly. Going into and through this experience allows you to experience all of your feelings…many sublime rivulets…live u’r life
jibun jishin