Something That Hasn't Happened Yet

An Envisionment. Audio readng added.

Origami, Portland, Book of Blue.

I’m putting a photo of Origami mirror masturbating at the top of the page because it’ll make it easier to write this. I have a vision within the eye of the storm that is blue, which is men getting together and drinking our semen. In one another’s presence, aware of one another, and accompanied by a beautiful and delicate conversation about how we got to this circle.

I envision a space of stating the desire…admitting my/our cosmic thirst…

…&describing the feelings that come along with it. One way or another this will be deliciously embarrassing and I think liberating.

The space will include a ritual mirror that anyone may hold for anyone.

Will we do it together simultaneously, or one at a time?

Both feel gorgeous. I want to hear other men describe their experience of learning to do this…or was it innate…I think my preference would be to focus on each man individually and in warm detail. Then from there, someone else goes. I could start and demonstrate…that would be delish

Imagine a scenario where there are initially women present, holding space for the conversation to happen. They are listening, attentive and loving. Maybe they add affirmation or acknowledgement to the conversation; express their feelings that their lover or any man would want to explore showing other men how they drink their orgasm.

So much of the delight is in the revealing of truth.

And that truth is there to be experienced, and witnessed, and understood but ultimately it’s about me and how I feel about myself…you and how you feel about yourself, and feeling my brothers be honest and lose control and let their bodies produce semen for the sole purpose of licking it up in that most vulnerable moment of uncertainty…together. I promise I will show my full mouth for all to see; I need to.

Probably, the women would have left long before this; or imagine they go to another part of the room and speak quietly among themselves.

In another variant, the women remain present and surround the men as witnesses and space holders — as Thresholders encouraging the men to be honest and free and to accept themselves.