This occurred during my writing of the original ‘bare essence’ during the season of Imbolc with the Sun crossing the midpoint of Aquarius. Venus was conjunct Neptune and the lunar node in Pisces. It is a recording of a spontaneous altered-state healing / channeling that I had the presence of mind, at least, to turn on the recording for, knowing it would never happen again.
Listening, I was astonished at where I was able to go and the depth at which I made contact with myself. The profound surrender of my letting go was guided and propelled by releasing myself to the experience putting words, in stream of consciousness, to the truth of what I was feeling and needed to both feel and say.
One by one, I shared it with the important women in my life, many of whom I had done some prior healing work around mother material. I kept a list on a notepad and then scanned it in and made it into a kind of poster onto which I added new names. I also shared the recording with one man who has been present for many phases of my journey and who has described similar feelings.
