The Split
Woman as cum mirror
She understands his sense of let down. After he’s cum and loses his desire for himself. She’s offering herself to his relief. She’s saying, you’re this beautiful, let me show you. Here’s how to do it. I’m gonna hold some of your thirst for you.
‘The split’ describes a man’s repulsion for his semen. In self-semen drinking, this is the bare essence of blue tantra. Many men, even ones you know well, thirst for themselves into orgasm and then lose their thirst and desire when they have their cum to drink. A profound letdown sometimes accompanied by semen shame, guilt and self-disgust.
This is a kind of ‘hemisphere effect’ — he is of one emotional orientation pre-ejaculation and another, post. The result is time after time of profound thirst left unfilled. The thresholder knows about this and understands his nagging desperation. She helps him join his hemispheres of awareness, providing continuity between them — wanting and not having, having and not wanting. She’s a stabilizing presence who reminds him of who he is.
She knows his lust for her will stoke his thirst for himself. Unfilled cunt-thirst so inspiring.