i winnow down my consciousness until my life cycle is all there is, and into my eyes i die into myself, born into myself, i have swallowed and assimilated billions upon billions of my swimming spirals…you in particular…your understanding mm hmm is my perfect mirror of selfacceptance…
in a little while i shall stand, watch my face moan, thirst, beg myself, thank myself, witness myself, and Receive.
implied in this is
i shall be selflove masturbating alone in a little while and into that reverberating cavern of my being to forgive and offer gratitude. that feeling that very crying out infused to my sperm released and received is what I swallow ever and ever again, you know… is so want to say this out loud don’t you know.
i promise myself a thirsty standing up face to face to existence
i promise to say i will feed you sperm…
when i cry my long silken strand
i say out loud
Note to the astrologer who feels me, would you be willing to set up a zoom with several men wherein they may watch my face, anonymously if they.you want? Also whenever you’re ready, I’m here to do this in person, just say so. however in the immediate sense…the valentine’s day sense…I really want the men you know to experience my being this way, ya know?
Eric, you challenge me to acknowledge acceptance of who you dare to be. I will accept your request and enquire amoung the men I dare ask to stand in witness. To be continued