I'm sure you understand I needed to say this. The trail of my experience is about submitting to and surrendering the privilege of yoni. but for its own sake. and there have been moments when I realize that on the other side of this I could come out homosexual because it would involve (for me) a similar process of being detached from vulva. when I go right to that spot, the feeling is deep, delightfully disorienting relief and enter that space where I can really be myself. with no aspect of this that I can hide from myself, and therefore just open up about. to be here for a moment without having to get here.
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I'm sure you understand I needed to say this. The trail of my experience is about submitting to and surrendering the privilege of yoni. but for its own sake. and there have been moments when I realize that on the other side of this I could come out homosexual because it would involve (for me) a similar process of being detached from vulva. when I go right to that spot, the feeling is deep, delightfully disorienting relief and enter that space where I can really be myself. with no aspect of this that I can hide from myself, and therefore just open up about. to be here for a moment without having to get here.