Eric, for sometime now I have been using a prostate massager while intoning a breath practice called Key sound multiple orgasm protocol, ksmo for short. My sessions can run from 1 hr. to several hours. I can relate to the feeling of fullness you describe. I tend not to ejaculate but to engage in a deep field of various levels of full body pulsation. I call it the zone. The fullness you describe and the engorgement of my prostate comes from a feeling of deep core response. I too relate to this being a communion of the mystic feminine. I have come to ritualize this process and find it incredibly satisfying. When I do cross over to ejaculation with my vibrating or standard toy it is the best a man can get!
Thanks again for your bravery to articulate and express this level of intimacy. I find it intriguing that you get to do this on a outward relational level with a variety of women. It would appear that your camera is an interesting passport to these encounters.
I really had to hold my breath and push send to get that one out. And I'm glad you feel like that gave you some space to tell us about what you experience. Yes interior space opens up the way to the Mystic Feminine. And women can feel this...they need men who are welcoming of and not resistant to the inner and softer side of their nature...AWA. What I've found is that the close to my inner feminine I get, the closer to my inner masculine I get...the more I let go of some concept of heterosexuality, the closer to women I become...and yes my camera is my passport to the universe :-)
Eric, for sometime now I have been using a prostate massager while intoning a breath practice called Key sound multiple orgasm protocol, ksmo for short. My sessions can run from 1 hr. to several hours. I can relate to the feeling of fullness you describe. I tend not to ejaculate but to engage in a deep field of various levels of full body pulsation. I call it the zone. The fullness you describe and the engorgement of my prostate comes from a feeling of deep core response. I too relate to this being a communion of the mystic feminine. I have come to ritualize this process and find it incredibly satisfying. When I do cross over to ejaculation with my vibrating or standard toy it is the best a man can get!
Thanks again for your bravery to articulate and express this level of intimacy. I find it intriguing that you get to do this on a outward relational level with a variety of women. It would appear that your camera is an interesting passport to these encounters.
I really had to hold my breath and push send to get that one out. And I'm glad you feel like that gave you some space to tell us about what you experience. Yes interior space opens up the way to the Mystic Feminine. And women can feel this...they need men who are welcoming of and not resistant to the inner and softer side of their nature...AWA. What I've found is that the close to my inner feminine I get, the closer to my inner masculine I get...the more I let go of some concept of heterosexuality, the closer to women I become...and yes my camera is my passport to the universe :-)